Today started out as a struggle. I had to go get my meds and I had a panick attack beforehand. It was terrible. Called a friend and she was able to calm me down got my meds. And now I’m doing better than ever. My mood has stabilized and I dont feel like a meltdown every 5 minutes. It felt like forever but I managed and still was able to do things. But today ended on a good note. Dinner and games with the fiance.