Today I went through another mood swing. This time it was my thoughts against me. Such as my fiance doesn’t actually love me or I should kill myself because I’m not worthy of the things I have. But the facts are i deserve everything I have. Love, support, a job, an apartment, things I’ve worked towards and things I’m working on now. So how do I cope with those feelings? I ask a lot of questions, need reassurance. And my fiance understands that so him telling me he loves speak way more to me when I’m doubting it. Which is weird and comes and backwards to me. But that’s what I need from him at the time and he understands. If I didnt have the support I do going through the highs and lows would be more difficult and I would more than likely act out.
Mood swings♡
