Today we went to the zoo. I’m mentally and physically drained. I’ve been fighting the overwhelming feeling of going into an episode. Except my depression. Which sucks because I am not sad. I’m actually happy. I’m on a trip with my fiance and friends who wouldn’t be happy? But I’m still fighting those feelings. Maybe I shouldn’t keep up the good manners and just let my ugly passenger pop its head in for a quick hello. No I’m much better than that. Instead I’ll surround myself with laughter and love and memories. Anyways back to the zoo..it was fun just a little exhausting.